am back….

Wow, I did my first blog last year 2009 month of June pa. Tagal ko nag-hibernate, hahaha! But seriouly, dami daming nangyari. Ngayon, I feel blessed naman kasi I’m in the process of moving on na. Mahirap, pero ito na talaga eh, gotta move on. I shouldn’t dwell forever sa mga pangit na nangyari and besides I’m still blessed in so many ways sa kabila ng lahat. Honestly, I laugh hard, crack jokes, go out w/ my friends and laugh w/ them, but the reality is that  I’m emotionally wounded and need to collect my thoughts again.  Struggle ako for the longest time and yet glad because God had given me chance to make it up to him. Ganun pala talaga yun noh, hindi mo overnight marerealize yung mga bagay bagay, it will definitely take time. Ako, everyday parang laging my revelation si Lord. Gradually, naiisip ko yung mga naging pagkakamali ko, kasalanan tsaka mga pagkukulang. Pakonti konti nagiging clear na ung mga bagay bagay, though ngayon hindi pa talaga lahat. Pero, I trust God, one day I will understand why he let those things came to pass. I’m giving all my cares upon Him. I believe in His plans for me and I will forever stand to it.